Yesterday marked a really sad day for me, for the family, for all who knew Jesse.
She was a joy to our lives. She was the one who comforted me even though she couldn't understand me.
Today,
When I woke up.
There was nobody to talk to.
There was no loud bark.
There was no prancing around, trotting around.
She was gone.
She came to our house 7 years ago, still a baby.
She had a weird face, she was small.
We had tons and tons of fun with her.
One day, my brother decided to make her a character that would be humane.
She became something important in our lives.
We took thousands and thousands of photos, videos.
She was a STAR.
I couldn't bear myself to tell you what happened last night.
Maybe it was something I told her. Maybe it was me who didn't look after her.
Maybe it was really Ti Gong who really loved her, asked her to be with Ti Gong.
She was so cute when she sat down in front of the praying table, as if she was kneeling down, praying.
I miss her.
I miss her loud, high pitched, yet funny bark.
I miss her selfishness to the fact she will gobble everything up, not wanting to share food with others.
I miss her fetishes for cloth and cushion. She would sit and sleep in comfy cushions all day long.
I miss her funny, paper thin tongue. She would lick us if we had food on our fingers, she would lick our lips. Just like a cute baby.
I miss her fur. He warm fuzzy fur. Her funny mullet fur around the neck. She loved us stroking her for hours.
I miss her bendy legs. I could never teach her to give me a handshake.
I miss her big brown eyes. She would tear up anytime.
I miss her non-extensive tail. Short yet I see her wagging vigorously everytime we opened the door to give her some food.
I miss her so much, it hurts inside so badly.
I hate getting a pet because I would be so emotionally attached to them.
But now, Jesse has become so important in everyone’s lives.
Everyone loved her.
To whom has read this, please say a little prayer for her.
No matter you’re a Muslim, a Buddhist, a Taoist, a Hindu, a Sikh, a Catholic, a Christian, atheist, etc.
So a little prayer for her.
She was hurting when she left.
Make her comfortable up there. Make her happy up there.
She deserves the best.
If she was reincarnated, I wish she was a person.
I would be her best friend. I would take care of her.
R.I.P Jesse Goh.
Aged 7 dog years.
Passed away 1.30am on 22nd February 2010.
