Shorts

It's been awhile since I came here.
I've been trying to pick up pieces, pieces of broken glasses.
And I've been better.

Right now, I'm facing difficulties.
Difficulties in facing my problems,
difficulties in facing my 'friends',
difficulties in facing myself.

I have two options to go on.
And yet, I am still walking around in circles.
I hate the economy,
I hate the politics,
I hate the social life,
I hate pretentious people who stalk people's updates and then gossip.
I hate gossip.
Mostly, I hate myself more.

I am going through a very rough patch now.
It feels better to write at night, where everything is still.

I don't know what to do. Yet.
To some people, they are still unfazed, oblivious about things going around them.
I hate them.

But yet, I cannot do anything about it.
I am THAT HELPLESS.

It's Over

I guess its true.
So it's over.
I had to pretend there is nothing wrong with me.
Deep down, I feel it so hard, crashing down on me.

The journey's over,
the time is up.
So long,
farewell.